I know you don’t want to hear this but honestly the weekend extremes are killers.
I had great evenings with Tara and Scott for Halloween and then dinner with Ron and Leora.
On Saturday I filled the house with aromas of ribs. On Sunday I filled my apartment with aromas of barbecue chicken and veggies.
I sat on our comfy chairs and took in the magic of slow cooking filling in the silence with music and movies and Shadow of the Wind on my Kindle.
But it just wasn’t enough to forget that you were not here with me to share all of it.
I miss this. I can’t move beyond.