I haven’t published a letter for a few days. It’s not that I didn’t try but I keep hitting roadblocks. I start one, rework it and then delete it.
Let me start this one is a poem of sorts that my friend Julia Hewitt sent me via Facebook and see it that inspires me…
I think this is where I am… I don’t see myself as pushing through this grieving period to get to another side, but rather
to I’m trying to absorb, adjust, accept and find a new way of seeing, a new way of defining myself.
I remember you a lot, I think about you a lot. I talk about you a lot. I wake up every morning in tears but I am not suffering through tsunamis as often.
I’m feeling better as I get ready to pack for my first journey to Israel without you.
I don’t have more to say right now and I do want to get back to the digital piece that I would like to finish before I leave for Israel.
Miss You T,